I'm sure you've all "been there". You come to a place in your life where all of a sudden it seems that the whole world as you knew it ended. Then you think.. how am I going to put all this back together again? How do you start over...again? And the one that I kept coming back to all the time was.. Is it worth the effort? That was my state of mind a couple of years ago. But as we do, you pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and stand there scratching your head wondering which way to go.
This was the area of my life where my marriage had ended. You are left with a bruised ego.. self esteem.... well that's all gone too. So, I began to start putting my life back together. I honestly felt that it would be just me and my animals from now on. In my heart, I didn't feel I could ever trust anyone again.
Thank goodness that's not the ending of the story. It's a pretty bleak picture. It was a lonesome
existence for a while. I have heard all the
horror stories of "internet" relationships, so when I met my love on there, I floated from cloud 9 one minute, then hit bottom the next. And, yes, I was scared. I was afraid it was all a joke, and I'd be really hurt... again. I was afraid not to pursue the relationship in case if was for real. Because most of the time it felt like a fantasy to me. It's very hard to forget past hurts, we all know that. And once you have been really burned, your so
skeptical. But there was this voice that kept telling me that I better pay attention, this was a once in a life time affair.
I listened. And it was the best thing that ever happened to me. When we met finally in person and not at a keyboard, it was very real. It was like coming home. There was an instant bond, and I felt like I had known him all my life. Yes, a little piece of heaven. All mine.
In fact, we got married. And I can truly say, I am so content and happy. This person gives me so much meaning and love in my life. It's like a breath of fresh air. We feel like we were always meant to be together. I'm deeply in love with this man. He is my heart's desire.
I am amazed at the love this man has given me. He has made me the happiest woman alive and continues to bring sunshine in my life moment by moment. I never knew love could be so complete. I thank "the keeper of the stars" everyday for bringing us together, for allowing this perfect love to be a part of my life forever.
So, remember when you think its the end, it may well be your beginning as it was for me. Never give up. Just have faith that there is a shinning star watching over you. Be sure to listen tho, you might miss
your opportunity if you close your ears and eyes to the world.
You are always welcome here.
