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| One Of My Worst Week !! |
20th & 21st Feb 2005 |
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<<20th Feb 2005 Sunday I’m feeling happy and
excited today, as I finally got the text message from Mr. A W. He’s an admirer
of mine and we were supposed to meet up for a date later in the evening. I
called him and initially, arranged to meet up at about 7pm in the evening. But
he was urgently waiting for a call from his friend, which might call-off our
date. So he told me that he will text message me later to confirm everything. I waited. One hour, two
hour passes by. Soon, it was about 6.30pm, still have not received his
confirmation. So I text message him to ask about our date for the night. He did
not reply that night. So I guessed that he must have some stuffs pop up in the
last minute or something. It’s only early next
morning that I received his reply message. He too, was disappointed that he was
not able to meet up with me. This is not the first
time I did not get to meet my date due to either mis-communication of last
minute cancellation of flights or tight schedule. So what to do? Just move on
with our lives I guess… … <<21st Feb 2005 Monday This was the worst! About a week ago, I received an email from an admirer who is living in Thailand. He told me that he was coming to Singapore later in the month and would like to meet up with me. So I happily replied his email. Then today (21st Feb), I got a reply from him. So I opened the email and read. I was totally SHOCKED!!. This email was actually written by his wife! This was something that I don't want to be getting involved. I was so so sad after reading that email. What a way to end my week and to start a new week... ... |
| Girls' Outing in Feb |
19th Feb 2005 |
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Location: Wisma Atria,
Takasimayah Shopping Center, Lucky Plaza, City Plaza, Coffee Bean (SingPost
Center), Sengkang. Had an arrangement with
Celeste on Fridays evening that I wanted her help to help me buy a new wig.
Wanted a wig that is long, and with fringe. Hmm, some may ask me why I suddenly
want to buy a new wig? Well, that, have to thanks Yvonne… … haha… <<Rewind << Yvonne and I met at the
Yahoo! Messenger this night. We had some girly chats, and came to this point
when I asked her to comment on my looks, makeup and dressing. I “regretted”
asking her that question as she just commented “non-stop”… … haha… …
She said that my wig (the black long one) was very fake as it was too shinny,
and the parting was very rigid and obvious. Second is my makeup, as I like to do
my eye-shadow “black black”, very drag-looking instead of lady-like. Third
is I always dressed too sexy… … haha… …Forth, and the worst I think, is
my eyebrow. This is the hardest part to deal with. Wigs, I can always buy a new
one, which I will talk about it in the later part, the makeup, I can improve on
it, and my dressing style, it can always be changed depending on the occasion.
But for the eyebrow, the only best possible way is to trim it. As only a
part-time crossdresser, none of my friends knows of it, and know me for years.
So if I just suddenly trim my eyebrow, everyone will notice it, just like the
pigs suddenly have wings and can fly. But maybe slight trimming, make the brow
neater will be still alright. >>Saturday Afternoon 1400hrs Met Celeste at the shop "Fortune Wigs" @ the 3rd Level. We tried many wigs, shoulder-length, longer wigs, with fringe and without. And finally, chose to buy the "Noriko" ROBIN 1639. It cost me a bomb! But I think it's worth to spend on a branded wig.
After buying the wig, went around shopping with Celeste. Then at about 3pm, we called Linda and met her and Ice @ Wisma's Top Shop. Then together, the 4 of us went to City Plaza @ somewhere near to the Paya Lebar MRT. We were also there to shop shop. I found some tops and skirts that are really nice where there. After that, we went to the SingPost Center just oposite the Paya Lebar MRT. Went to this shop, "Barang Barang" @ the 3rd Level, many interesting stuffs to decorate at home. Linda and Celeste bought 2 vase (you will see them in the photo shoot we had later in the evening). After buying what we want at the store, we headed down to the Coffee Bean outlet and had some drinks. >>Linda & Celeste's Home Went back to their place as to initially just to send the girls back and to look at their house deco. Had some small chats here and there and then the suggestion of taking some photos came about. So we get changed and Linda kindly borrow me her wonderful White Dress. It was a fun and enjoyable time we had. (Below, you can see me and Celeste in 2 of the pose we did that night.)
After the photo shoot, I stayed on and listen to Linda's collection of CDs. Wow, she has lot of them, I think 300plus. She was the DJ of the night, selecting which songs to listen. >>About 0200hrs 20th Feb Finally it's time for me to head for home, but we agreed that we should gather again sometime soon to have another photo shoot. So stay tune... ... |
| Downtown East Chalet Dress Party |
4th & 5th Feb 2005 |
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Location: Downtown East Chalet Was invited by Yvonne to come to this chalet event. Was told that alot of other sisters will be coming too. Like Annie, Cindy, Selina, Shirley, Angel and Ada. Missed the first night, but came on the 2nd night. Had some really great time there. I finally got the chance to try on an ultra sexy dress that I bought quite sometime ago.
Also did some shots of me and Annie.
Had a great time and lots of fun that night =) |
| Night Out Clubbing @ B-A-R @ Mohamed Sultan |
29th January 2005 |
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Location: Wisma Atrium, Sasha's place, B-A-R Actually this night out was not suppose to happen at all, as the initial plan was to meet one on my admirer from overseas. But he had not contacted me that evening. It's only later that I knew from the email he sent me that there was a change of plan as he has to stay in another country for a longer period of time due to his business stuffs. So, that leads me to meet up with Sasha and hence, the clubbing...... <<Rewind -- 28th January 2005 Evening About 7pm I went over to the boutique shop where she works. I bought some cosmetic items, eye-shadows, lipstick, nail polish etc. And Sasha was wondering why am I buying so many girly stuffs? haha....and so, I finally told her that actually, some, I'm getting for myself. Sasha is actually a post-op TG, and she's very friendly and helpful =) After I bought all the stuffs, we chatted for awhile at the boutique. But feeling abit "paiseh" (embarrass) of hogging her time to serve the customers, I told her that I'm leaving as not to disturb her work, but then she said she wanted to take a break and go for a smoking break, and we went ahead. We had some really good chat. We talked about why I started cross-dressing, and stuffs like that. Then she told me that the next day, the new boutique in Wisma was having a free makeover for customers who bought cosmetics from them, and she wanted me to come over so that she can do a makeover for me. But the problem is that I'm working on the next day will will not be free only at about evening time. But the main problem is, I'm suppose to wait for a call from an admirer of mine, so that I can meet him in the evening. Hence I was actually wanting to go for the makeover, but can't, and so I never really promised Sasha that I will come on the next day. >>Forward -- 29th January 2005 Evening About 6.30pm I still have not received any calls or msg from my admirer, and since I had brought along all my stuffs, it will be quite sad if I didn't get to dress up by the end of the night. So I called Sasha. So I went over to Wisma and picked her up. We decided to go clubbing while we do a quick brain-storming. She's kind enough to allow me to go over her place to get changed. She live in a rented room with her friend, Bobby, who's a gay. I was feeling "at-home" by the warm-ness and open-minded-ness of Bobby. He's so friendly. I also met Paris, another friend of Sasha. Paris is also another sister, she too, is ultra friendly, cute and beautiful. After everyone was ready, we headed to our first stop, Maxwell Market. We had some drinks and chatting over there, and picked up two more friends of Bobby's, then headed down to Mohamed Sultan Road. While we reached M.S., we were still wondering of which club to go to....Double-O? Newsroom Bar? or B-A-R, so we checked out the cover charge and drinks' cost, and finally decided to go to B-A-R (But I think initially wanted to go Double-O, but the queue was getting longer...hee) The mood inside was good, clubbers were swinging to the music, and the music was goody good. We ordered some drinks, swinging to the beat occasionally (coz I was shy mah, and was carrying my handbag, so quite difficult to dance). Sasha was the "Beyonce" of the night (both Sasha and Paris are crazy over Beyonce) and Bobby was the "King of the Dance-floor" for the night, showing some really nice moves. We all laughs, drinks, dance, partying the night away. I finally made some of my moves when we found some seats at the wine-bar as I deposit my handbag there and Bobby's friend is helping us to look after it. It was really an amazing fun night which I thought may ended sadly (my admirer never called!), we party till about 3am, then headed back to Sasha's place. We dropped Bobby's friends first, then along the way back, we ordered some take-away food as we were all hungry! After the super late supper, and de-drag, it's already 5am! So I packed all my stuffs, thank both Sasha and Bobby, and sped all the way back home.....hee....lucky no police road block or TP on the highway =p
* Thanks Sasha, Paris, Bobby & Bobby's Friends (Sorry...hee...forgotten their name =p) *
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| Christmas Eve Night Out |
24th December 2004 |
| Location: My Room, Bencoolen Hotel 81, Orchard Road and Orchard Towers.
Was all alone, in my room, surfing the net when my handphone rang. It was a message sent by Yvonne Tan. She asked me if I wanted to accompany her to meet some new friends. Since I have no programs for the night, I agreed. Then I went to bath and packed my stuffs to wear for the night. Then I headed to meet up with Yvonne before we share a taxi to Bencoolen Hotel 81. At the hotel room, I met two new friends, Selina Goh and Cindy. Annie, From our Halloween Night Out was there too. Yvonne and I reached there at about close to midnight. Annie and Selina had already gone for their first round of night out, dinning at some place and had a drink or two. We were discussing on where to go for the second round and chatting on sharing tips on makeup, dressing, wigs, where to buy this and that. At first, only Yvonne and I wanted to go out and walk about (that's one of my objective for the night) as the rest had already done their first round and were feeling alittle tired. But after much nagging and nagging from me....haha....Cindy agreed to join us, but with one condition, that Selina comes along too. Cindy is shy in nature and do not have much confident dressing out. She is very scared going out as she has never done that before, and she don't know how to react if stares at her, or worst, talk to her. So we all take turn to get changed. But I guess that I packed my stuffs in hurry that I brought the wrong top for the night. I have too many black tops, and initially I wanted to bring the top I was wearing for the Nov 12th I had in my Yahoo! Photos. But instead, I picked the halter bareback top I had in my Dec 19th shoots. As I didn't bring my stick-on bra or clear-strap bra, I can't be wearing that bareback top. Lucky enough, I did brought alone something extra, the "77" T-shirt I wore in the Oct 5th shoots. It's better to wear the t-shirt then to wear the bareback top as a no-no-fashion-taste. As bareback top are meant to be wearing without bra so as to show off your back, so if I wore that, I will be showing my bra strap everywhere. So I had my makeup done, putting on my nude stocking, mini flare skirt, the "77" t-shirt. Finally my new pair of boots I bought on Dec 19th. Had test walk for a few hours that night, so it won't cause me any walking problem I had with my 4" High Heels during the Halloween Party. Looking at myself in the full-length mirror, hmm....still not so bad, although the attire doesn't really match.
We then took turns to have our pose taken. The photos are ready for view in my Yahoo! Photos. Yup, we were all ready to move out and head towards our destination, Orchard Towers. Cindy was feeling very insecure at that time, and trying to hide when she heard other people appraoching. So I just assure her that she will be fine, just ignore the poeple who wolf-cry at you or point point here and there (Hee....sorry Cindy, didn't purposely wanna bring you down, but just treat this as an experience and your courage and confident will grow). I'm so proud of her that she finally stepped out of the hotel room, and into the lift lobby. Selina didn't come along as she is feeling tired and still have to go back to office to clear some stuffs. So the four of us, Annie, Cindy, Yvonne and me, took the lift down to the main lobby, and out of the main door. But Cindy was really feeling very uncomfortable and decided not to join us, so Yvonne accompany her back to the hotel room, and then now, the three of us, walk all the way to Orchard Towers. Along the way, we simpily saw everyone walking towards our direction, and the crowd is still there, at almost 2.30am in the early morning!! During our journey, many had walked pass us, some don't bothered, some laughs, some made wolf-cries. Once, while we were at a traffic junction, I noticed a group of guys playing with the foam sprays. My immediate action was to walk away from this ah-beng. Guess what? My suspicious thought was correct, he sprayed the foams to the sky as he walk, and then he aimed at Yvonne and Annie as they walk pass him. What a S.O.B!! The spray foams got onto Yvonne's bag and hair, Annie also got the foams on her hair. Should have tied this ah-beng up and give him a good spanking on the butt!! There was another guy trying to spray the foams at us not long after that, but lucky didn't kena any one of us. When we were at Tangs, we stopped and took a few photos, then crossed the underpass towards Orchard Towers. while at Orchard Towers, we headed up to the 3rd floor, and entered a pub. The place was half-full, but alot of girls. Mainly Thai girls, and they are very beautiful and friendly. We ordered our drinks and chatted with the pub manager and some of the girls there. And while we are just about enjoying our stay there, it's already 4am, and the pub is closing.....!! We didn't keep track of the time while we were walking here, we thought that it's only about 3am.....haha...well, but we did enjoyed this night, quite a special Christmas for me....haha... Merry Christmas To All !!
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| Halloween Party @ Zouk |
30th October 2004 |
| Hihi, sorry for not writing
for so long hee....
Have been dreaming of attending this year's Halloween Party @ Zouk, and finally that day came!! Got the chance to meet up with a few cross-dressing friends. They are Annie, Alicia and Lucy. Lucy is from UK and was on a trip to Singapore and decided to join in the party. I received a mail from Alicia a week before the event, asking if I wanna join them in going to the Halloween Party. And since I have longed for the event, my heart was 100% wanting to go. But I do have some work to do and might not be even able to attend it, so I can only confirm with her on that very day....... *Fast Forward ==> 30th October -- Afternoon 1330hrs* Yeah!! I had finished my work, so I headed to town to get some makeup to dress as a sexy vampire later in the night. I saw from a mag that there's a compact eye shadow kit from "Red Earth" that I like. It has 4 shades, black, a lighter shade of black, dark brown, and light brown. And just happened that I went to HMV @ Orchard to get Fatboy Slim's New Album, there's an Espirit boutique just opposite the road. After browsing for awhile, I found what I wanted (joy in my heart...hee). Then a sale personal approached me and asked what am I looking for. From the facial feature and the voice, I know that she's a sister, and a very friendly one. So I told her that I wanted the eye shadow kit for the halloween party later in the evening. Although I just met her, but it seems like we have already known each other for quite awhile, and we started chatting. She asked me where am I going to to the halloween, and guess what? we are heading for the same venue. Then she asked me what I'm going to dress as. I said that I will dress as a Dracula (coz I was shopping a male, and that was just a "reflex" answer as to protect my other identity). Then she intro me to a gray color powder for my face, but I dun quite like it. Then she told me to get a dark red lip gloss, to do the blood dripping out from my lips. And she actually apply them to me on the spot, showing me how to make it look real....haha....I was quite stunned at first, but later, "aiyah what the hack". So when she has done applying the lip gloss, I looked at the mirror, and wow, her skill is good!! It look convincing to me. So I decided to buy that as well. *Fast Forward ==> 30th October -- Afternoon 1530hrs* So, I open my wardrobe, and pick out all what I'm going to wear tonight. A long velvet black dress with thigh high slit, a eye-hook front lace-back black corset, nude pair of pantyhose, a red thong, a black bra and my fav wig. Of coz not forgetting my fav 4" high heels and a pair of wings. Then I msg Alicia on the time and place to meet up. And Lucy has purposely book the Grand Copthorne Waterfront Hotel, which is just next to Zouk. So nice of her...haha *Fast Forward ==> 30th October -- Evening 1900hrs* Got the msg from Alicia that Lucy has reached her hotel room, and we can proceed to meet up at her hotel room to do our dressing up. To cut it short, after all of us had finished our makeup and costume, we had a small photo session in the room (the entire collection from my digital camera will be available soon in my Yahoo!Photo site).
*Fast Forward ==> 30th October -- Evening 2300hrs* After the photo session, we chatted for a while as we were waiting for 3 more friends of mine, Linda, Celeste, and Ice. About close to 2300hrs, they reached the main lobby of the hotel (as only Celeste was dressed as the "after midnight" Cinderella). Linda and Ice proceed into Zouk while Celeste will wait for us to go in together. So the four of us, made our way down to the main lobby to meet Celeste. Haha, the feeling was good, really good. This is the only day I can be so proud, walking freely in the public, as Joy, without any fears. But there's one sad case, my handbag was checked at the entrance, and they found my... ...digital camera *sob* *sob* So I do not have any photos to show you inside Zouk. Went dancing with Celeste, Linda, Ice and Lucy. Haha...boy, it's not easy dancing with a pair of 4" high heels. At first I was with Lucy and Celeste at the center platform. Dancing happily, then about 15 mins, there's a lady, haha, dressed as a "Big Baby", dressed in a XS T-shirt and napkin, dancing at the other platform, haha....really cute. Then there's a foreign couple with a blown up doll, there's Belly Dancers, French Maids, Cos Play Characters, "Chinese Ghost Story" Characters, Chinese Vampires, Dracula, Snow White, Sadako, Star Wars Characters, The Killer from Scream, An Over grown Wonder Women, Heroes from The Ghost Busters, Zombies, Monster faces and much much more. Some really wore very cute costumes, there's one, I really don't know what to call it....haha.....it's something like the yellow banana twin in pajamas (can't even recall their names) except that it is orange in color. Overall, it was pure fun and very enjoyable. Lucy was the most famous among us, as she was always been "mob" by fans...hee....like when we were queuing into Zouk, there are some who wanted to have their photos taken with her. Then while we were dancing at the center platform, one also wanted her photo taken with Lucy. Then also once, while we were making our way back to our seats, she was like a star walking past a stretch of fans....haha...hands out to just to touch the stars. Celeste has been giving me ideas of what to wear for next year's event. A French Maid? A Cat Women? I'm not so sure, as I still have one year to think carefully.....haha. Well YOU (yes, all those who are reading this now) can either drop me an email, or post a comment/guestbook, to tell me what YOU want me to dress in next year's Halloween.
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| Interview -- At A Hotel Room (Fantasy) |
19th May 2004 |
| We sms each other on the
plan for an 'interview'. As my customer, Andrew (not his real name) has
indicated that he will want to employ my services on a frequent basis. And
he promised to shower me with gifts.
Finally, I arrived at the hotel, and as planned, I was to check in first, get myself ready to welcome him at the door. I took a quick warm shower, wrapped my body with the towel, sat infront of the makeup table and blow dry my hair with the hair-dryer. Securing my hair in place, I started to apply the makeup. Applying my newly bought foundation, then rose my cheek in pink shades, applying the eyeliner and eye shadow before fixing my false eyelashes. Finally, I put on my (also) newly bought lipstick. It gives a shinny jelly-like look on my lips, which I kind of like it very much. "Great! time to get dressed." I slipped into my fav black lace panty, which nicely tuck away my dick-cunt. I sat on the bed and slowly roll on my black crotch-less pantyhose. The wonderful feeling rushes to my head and I can fell my dick-cunt growing stiff. Next was my all-time fav red g-string. It's my fav because everytime I'm posing for a photo shot, she will always caught the attention of the camera-man, and 'steal' my attention from viewer... hee I next stepped into the mini skirt which is a great help in exposing my red g-string. securing my false breast in my push-up bra, I put on my black toga top. Reaching out for my black long wig, I carefully secure it on my head. I brush my hair neatly, and stood up, admiring myself thru the reflection of the mirror. Yup, I like the way I look today. It was all completed when I put on my 5 inch Silver straps heels. Just as I tidy up the room, the door bell rang... ... I opened the door, and there he is, dressed smartly and waiting eagerly. I saw his bright smile and he said," Wow, you look cute and beautiful!" He entered the room, walked towards the bed, his eyes still fixed on me all the while. I excused myself to the bathroom, have a final check on myself, the wig, the makeup, the attire, then I spay on my perfume. With a deep breath, I came out of the bathroom, to meet Andrew... ... From his actions, I know that he wanted me so badly, he's so excited by it, as he's already stripped down to his briefs. I smiled, did a super model pose, turned around, showed him some ass, and facing him again. "How do I look? You like it?" Action speaks louder then words, and before I knew it, he embraced me and started to kiss me. He's so horny and I like it, and I'm happy that he is! But he'll just have to wait a little long. I told him that I wished to have some photos taken, and that he will be my photographer. I lay on the bed, striking pose after pose, and no surprise, almost every pose has my red g-string exposed to him.
Then I had this pose, laying flat on my stomach, I spread my legs wide apart, so that my red g-string was clearly a full view to him. After taking that particular shot, he put down the camera and jumped into the bed, crawling up close to me. I can see his horny desire in his eyes, and as he kiss me deeply, his hands was running all over my body. His hands squeezed on my breast and then he slowly reached down and pull down my red g-string. Then he spread my legs apart, only to see my dick-cunt still protected by my lace panty. "Please, let me suck you." I smiled at him, pulled my lace panty aside and let my dick-cunt free. Andrew sees it pleasing to the eye and starts to suck on it. Slowly I see my dick-cunt disappearing from his mouth. I bet he like the taste of my pre-cum too... ... I pulled down his briefs, and his stiff dick springed up and pointing straight at me. I gave him a wicked grin and slowly, lick the tip of his dick head, and tasted his pre-cum too. I tease with his tip for awhile before I begin to swallow his dick, moving my head up and down, covering every inch of it. Andrew must have loved it very much as each action was greeted with a loud moan of pleasure. He sits up, kiss me and lay me on my back, and he sits on top of me, pressing his dick against mine, he start to move forward and back, while his hands still working on my breast. He kiss me again and asked me what I want now, and I replied, "Fuck me, I want you in my ass." Without further delay, I was in the doggy position, waiting for him. He rubbed some lubricant on my asshole and slowly inserted a finger in and finger fuck me. I was moaning and moaning with each thrust of his finger inside my ass. Then he redrew his finger, and his dickhead was there, teasing my ring-hole. I felt his dick head pressing on my asshole, I relaxed slightly and then felt his dick entering me. The feeling is fantastic! Mixed with great pleasure and with pain. Slowly, he began to fuck me, and all of what I can do is just moan and moan, asking him to continue and continue... ... "You want me to cum in your mouth or your face?" "I want it in my mouth, please!" He pulled out from my ass, removed the condom, and then I resume sucking and swallowing on his dick in quick smooth motion and... ... "Ugh! I'm coming!!" All I remembered next is that my mouth was filled with his juicy warm cum. I had always want to cum in my mouth. Then Andrew took a photo, showing the cum which 'escaped' from the side of my mouth. I lay on the bed, feeling a little exhausted, but I'm sure I've done well in this interview! =) |
| Adventures -- Changi Village April 21st 2004 |
| This is my second
visit to Changi Village, dressed as Joy. But most who knew me at CV known
me by the name of Joyce. This time will be a little different as I will be
going there alone. The first time I went there with a friends of mine,
Linda, you can find her website in my 'Gal-friends' page. Here's a little
background of Changi Village. It's the place where you can find Sisters,
most already on hormones and did some surgery to improve their looks. And
some of them are really very beautiful. The Sisters are there every night,
will be more on weekends, as the crowd (likely customers) will be around.
There's a carpark beside the Changi bus terminal, and a road leading
around the carpark. That is the place where the Sisters get their
customers .
I have set my mind to visit Changi Village tonight, so gotta prepare for it. Took a nice warm bath and did some shaving. Back in my room, I lay the cloths that I'm gonna wear nicely on my bed. The black glittery top, black mini skirt with side slit, black pantyhose, red bra, a black panty and a red g-string. I kinda love black very much =) Time for the transformation! That's me, naked, facing the full-length mirror, picking up the black panty, slip in between my legs, up my thigh, and securing my sweet "cunt" in place. Next is my soft opaque black pantyhose, the red g-string, the mini skirt, red bra, my boobs and the glittery top. Took my time dolling myself up with the makeup and then finally, putting on my wig. Wo-Lah! Here's Joy (aka Joyce), and Changi Village, here I come!
I reached CV close to 1am, and there are already many Sisters there, even on a weekday, but the crowd were little. Most of them just want to take a look at us and that's all. A few of the Sister wore very sexy clothing, eg. hot shorts, low V-neck top, tube top exposing 1/4 of her lovely boobs, short tight mini dress. I guess next time if I were to come CV again, will have to be more daring to show more fresh hahaz... ... Well, back to my objective here. I started to walk around the walk path along the road, trying my best to make notice from the cars, lorries, motorbikes that passes by the road. As said earlier, most are just curious people who wanted to look at the Sisters, some just wanna play punk there, some wanted the service, but offer too little. The sad thing is, I dunno any Sisters here and I'm always alone. Sometimes when some Sister walk pass me, we will just either exchange smiles or sometime they will ask for my name and chat for a little while. The Sisters there are friendly and sociable. But overall, tonight was a bad night for all the Sisters as there are plenty of curious onlookers. Maybe I was lacking too much of experience trying to get some customers, but some cars did stopped and asked me for my rates, but sadly, they think it's too "much". So back to chatting with some Sister to kill time. Soon, it was about 3.30am and my feet is getting a little sore in my 5" high heels, and standing for such long hours. So I decided that it's the end of my night here. Bid some Sisters goodbye, and left. Getting home was smooth, but met with a road block by the police before entering the expressway. Luckily it seems nothing wrong and let me thru *Phew*... ... Quietly, I tip-toe back to my room, cleanse the makeup, took a quick shower, dried my hair, and dived into my lovely bed =) |
| Thrilling Encounter -- During My Night Stroll May 17th 2002 |
| Yes! It's time for my
usual night stroll out in the late night. It's always that excited to
dress up and just go for a short walk around my quiet neighborhood. And to
add to the excitement, I had just bought a pair of false eyelashes. It's
also a time for a little experiment on it.
So I opened my wardrobe to see what I'm wearing tonight. Looking around, I picked up a 3/4 sleeves black off-shoulder top, a black hipster long pants, and a 1/2" high heel slip-ons. Together with my makeup and eyelashes, wow man....don't I just looked sexy! (too bad I didn't took a photo) I immediately fell in love with my new eyelashes. I'm ready! So I left my house and went out into the wild. I guess this is one night that I'm gonna remember for quite sometime! I took a lift down and took a quick glance around before I stepped out of the lift. Just as I was about to hit the walk-path, I notice an Indian man not too far away from me. To remain calm, I took out a cigarette as just to pretend not to see him. Just as I was going to light my cigarette, he started to whistle at me. Ignoring him, I just continue walking on my usual path. No man will resist a pretty lady right?? So in no time, he caught up with me. "$10? $20?" He asked. Oh shit! He's asking for sex! And besides, that's very low even if I agreed. So I just ignore his request and continue walking away from him. "$30! $30!" He increased his rate. But I just shook my head, indicating a NO! He did not give up, and the next thing he did, took me by a big surprised! Up he came, grabbed my hand and pull me aside, and plead to have sex with him. I tried to escape, but he kept hold on my hand. And in a sudden, he hug me from behind and kept asking, "$20? $30? Please..." In that few seconds, I just froze and dunno what to do. Next, he started to use one of his hands and squeeze on my boobs. "Oh Man! I'm dead for sure!" I kept on struggling to get free from him, and every time when I'm breaking free, he caught my hand and pull me back again, squeezing my boobs and thrusting his lower body against my ass. I was feeling really scared and I warned him that I'm not gonna do it with him and if he kept on insisting, I'm gonna shout for help. He continued for awhile and finally let go of me. I guess he knew that I was serious in shouting for help. "Thanks goodness!" I quickly walked away from him and never looked back! So I dun know where he went after that, and hardly can remember his face, but is glad he didn't follow me. But my night didn't just end there. While I was walking to another block, crossing a carpark, a small group of men were sitting on a ledge some 80meters away. No doubt, they did saw me, and too, starts to whistle at me. So I thought to myself, " Maybe tonight is not a good time to be out strolling!" I quickly just went to a soft-drink dispenser, got a can of drink, and headed back home, at double speed via another route. Back in my room, I was still breathing hard. Sat down and lit a cigarette to calm things down. Reflecting on the incidents that happened, what if I had a condom with me, will I agreed to have sex with that Indian guy? No, no way! Not a chance that I' gonna do it with him! And in the future, if I'm gonna have this feeling to go out for another night stroll, I will have to think hard again. What if this Indian guy appeared again? What will be his actions? What if he asked his friends together, once spotted me, forced me to a place and have sex with them? STOP! That's it, not gonna think about it anymore now, just too scary to think any further...... |
Putting
on my favorite black heels and my handbag, I'm ready! Quietly, I sneak out
my room and reached the main door, opened it slightly to check if anyone's
around before I step out. It's considered quite an alright timing in the
night at about 12am, coz you still can see some flat on my opposite block
having their lights on. I walked quietly to the lift and waited patiently
for it... ...