The Caged kajira
The slave rises to her feet, moving to the center of the room she whispers... this one has been asked to dance... her story is one close to the heart and one that aches with her breath... each feeling strong, each emotion bitter.
. izabael{E} takes a deep breath and vanishes into the darkness then reappears. A girl curled within a cage, long arms stretching out as she slowly comes awake dark eyes blinking as small hands hit the metal bars, softly she wimpers she turns around banging her head on the top of her prison, she weeps openly as tiny hands grip the bars.
izabael{E} shakes the bars, screaming out why am i caged... who has done this to me.. i am a girl not a beast.. Free me.. Free me please the girl cries, silver tears stream down her face as she rattles the bars of the cage she jumps hearing a voice near her that of another girl shut up He will come.. he will beat you.. just be quiet he will beat us all if you do not be quiet.
izabael{E} looks around trying to see out into the darkness she trembles in fear seeing nothing only hearing the voice of a girl, she crawls to the other side of the cage whispering who are you... where am i. why am in this cage? she reaches out trying to feel outside of the cage but feels nothing, and sees nothing, blinded by the darkness and locked within the cage.
izabael{E} begins shaking the bars again, crying out painfully Someone pleassse let me out... please i do not belong in a cage!!! she jumps hearing the sounds of heavy footfalls and the voice of a Man booms out making her cower back against the cage.. His voice strong and commanding You are a slave girl. You are caged at My pleasure. If you wish out of that cage you will dance girl!
izabael{E} defiantely lifts her chin, her voice betraying her bravery i will dance for no man. i do not know you, i will not dance. Free me now!
izabael{E} cringes in fear as the mans hand reaches in dragging her across the short space pulling her face painfully to the bars He looks down at her and laughs, a deep laugh you are slave and you will dance!! I command it, I am Master.. no one denies Me!
izabael{E} falls to the floor of her cage, her prison, the small bars closing around her, again she hears the voice of the girl dance would you just dance if not we will all be punished. you must dance... feel it in your belly... let it flow.. the girl shakes her head denying what the voice and the Man says. The girl curls against the back of the cage edging away from the Man and the voice.
izabael{E} begins to cry again seeing the Man step back, His arms crossing over His chest to watch her, His lips curved in a sadistic smile as He looks to her knowing He will win. Proudly she lifts her chin wanting out of her cage desperately she closes her eyes and breathes deeply
izabael{E} lets her head fall back, her back arching her body upwards, dark lashes fluttering closed as she beings to move to something deep within her, the darkness of her soul emmerging from her heart, her belly. Silver tears once more trek down her cheeks as she surrenders to the will of the Man.
izabael{E} drops her one hand to the cold steel floor, a low animalistic sound escapes softly parted lips damp with her tears, auburn curls falling to the floor behind her as she rocks her body trying to entice the Man, wanting, needing Him to be pleased so He will Free her from her prison. He laughs watching her, seeing her pain, seeing her desires.
izabael{E} wimpers as she moves against the bar, then jumps as she hears the sound of the lock turning, the grate of the cage opening, a large hand grips her hair yanking her out to the floor. He stands above her laying on the floor, naked, beaten as she realizes what she is. He just stares at her a moment then firmly says You are a slave be sure to remember it.
izabael{E} cries out as He turns walking away from her, leaving her wanting on the floor, needing His touch, craving His love but the only thing she hears is the deep sadness of His laughter as He turns from her leaving her on the ground.
izabael{E} calls to Him through the silence of the night Master please Master return for Your girl... please Master...she needs You so much!! The night shifts, the girl lays upon the floor weeping with the sadness that envelopes her, her arms curling around her as she cries, rocking as He does not come back nor does He reach from the silence to touch her.
~the end~
Sometimes when we do not mean to we hurt those near and dear to us. It's not that we mean to, it's one of those things that happens. It does not mean we do not love them, it does not mean they cannot trust us, it just means we're humans and we make errors. Recently izabael has learned something about herself, her true desires to be a kajira to be pleasing. Loving someone sometimes causes more pain as it challenges the pride one has. Facing the mistake becomes even more unbearable. The dance she did tonight went somewhere where it was not supposed to go but is glad that it did for it showed truly what she was feeling and the terror inside that she struggles with. ::kneels at her Masters feet, head lifted but tilted back, dark eyes shimmering with unshed tears of sadness and anguish:: i love You my Master, my Owner, the Keeper of my Heart and soul, a girl begs Your mercy, Your forgiveness and please trust in her. her voice trails off, her life now in His hands. Unable to cry anymore, her heart aching, her love held within the palms of her small hands. The weight of her pain bearing heavily on her shoulders.


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