"Startle me awake with the touch of your lips, living breathing organic lips. I wrote them so well with description. Be brave. Be strong. Be real. You are beautiful and aware outside the fantasies of my creation. Draw blood. Open my eyes. Send me careening outside the bounds of my outer-consciousness. My mind is encased in a shell of steel, and now there is a huge gaping crack down the center. Things are getting in, and things are coming out... and it's scaring me. Please... please don't run away. If anything, just stay and watch. I'm lapsing in and out of existance, phasing through life and dreams. Catch me on the flipside, and interrupt the quarrel between me and my conscience, with whom I so passionatly debate. Strike me senseless, and cast me down - and then tonight I'll dream of you. And the next day you'll see my heart exposed, and you'll see my open smile, and you'll have my eternal gratitude."

-cs, from eyes-

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At 6:53 pm, on 121502... No updates for a while, cause I'm just a lazy motherfucker... and I've got lots of other important stuff going on, like playing video games, getting laid, and taking lots and lots of drugs. YES! Expect updates pretty infrequently, cause at the moment I'm not very interested in dealing with this Geocities crap very much. Don't celebrate X-mas either, you spoiled American brats. Don't expect little shiny boxes with big red bows to be handed to you on a silver platter. Do like me and go to jury duty, tomorrow! Then on X-mas day, suprise everyone by mounting an epic peregrination across the United States (or whatever country you live in). I'm going to Portland, Oregan, myself. It's way better than wasting a bunch of time with family members who think 'family' means 'popularity contest'. Yes, let's make this a GREAT year! Bye!

At 11:20 pm, on 092902... I've laid down the groundwork for the new design, and will begin implementing it during the next week or so. Yesterday I finished the A's part of the album list, and set up the first part of the links section. I will go now...

At 11:27 pm, on 092702... Well, here we are. After moving to Seminole, I cancelled my texas.net account, on which I had this page (texas.net is a great ISP by the way; the best I've ever used) So, after a long hiatus, I've decided to put it back up temporarily on Geocities. Since I've only got 15 megs of space, I've had to make some changes to save space. So, for now, the photo archive and mp3 section have been removed. Over time, I plan to redesign the layout, with some different sections, and of course, more content. Hopefully, soon I'll find some good webspace, (maybe even my own domain name) and turn this site into something great. Until then, enjoy...