Inside the mind of a crazy person! (not clinical, however!!)
Nevermore

Darkness envloped my life.
Lonliness cutting through like a knife!
Upon the shadows you appeared!
Looking upon me and everything i feared!
You then begin to comfort me,
soothing my burdened soul.
And soon again, the light began,
to shine in an empty hole!
Ones like me are hard to please,
but somehow you got through!
Behind me now forever more,
to quoth the raven "nevermore!"

Princess Ara

Judgement

I trun to you, but I find a wall!
I call for you,
but then I am appaled!
For only silence is the sound I hear.
The worst is only what I fear.
I open my eyes,
but darkness surrounds me.
I try to move, I try to scream!
But not a sound as it may seem!
I can not move, nor hear nor see!
What my god has happened to me?
Worry rushes through me now,
as thoughts race though my mind!
Am I really alone now?
Perhaps it is my time?
Above me now, i can start to see,
a beautiful light shown through,
so brilliant so bright so true!
But below me now,
unbearable heat!
It is my time!
To weigh my sins and deeds!
Now there is no time plee,
for judgement is upon me!
May god take me up!

Dawn Given

02/20/03

Moving on

Watching the flames flicker through the night.
I sit here and ponder if what i did was right!
If leaving you was the better choice,
or weather i should have let you hear my voice.
The pain you inflicted upon my heart,
was much too like a piercing dart!
Though what you did was inexcusable,
my feelings for you are still undeniable!
Over & over again my mind plays it through.
And certinally the better choice was to have withdrew!
You fucked around too many times,
causing me to write these rhymes!
But if I hadn't, you have regret it!
This expierence has made me grow strong!
And only through this had I realized you were wrong!
And now it's time for me to move on!

Princess Ara
10/02/03