This was supposed to be a homepage about me...but I got bored with that. I figured I'd make everyone endure whatever bullshit theories I have stuck in my mind. well, I figured I'd put all these metaphores and theories here, so that, aybe someday I can put them all toether. They're like puzzle peices, I can put groups of them together, but all these groups are to completely different puzzles. I don't know.
Anyways, with these past 19 years of my life I've learned this
Live and let live
Love and let go
It may sound depressing, but realizing this has mad a huge impact on my struggle with depression. I have lived my life not wanting to live...and I used to think, if I'm miserable why isn't anybody else...I realized, that that isn't the big picture. I have this ability to make people happy, so I'm gonna put it to work. I have loved. I've been in love. I was with this one person for almost four years. I loved her deeply...but do to certain circumstances, we're not together anymore. I'm no able to let her go. Yeah, I'll jsut stop there.
