yong

Wednesday, 1 June 2005 03:33AM

I'm here infront of my brother's computer again. Why? First is the router, now the computer.
I saved the scoresheet of 'Mr Lonely' onto my thumbdrive, wanting to load it into my own computer and study. Ernest want me to play with him. Oh well SJ, you took years. Okie, so I went back to my room. I on the power supply. *crank crank* Some noise although I didn't touch anything except the switch. Great, something's wrong. I press the boot button. Woohoo! It's not working! *celebrations* fooking shyt. My power supply box blew up I guess. Due to something which I presumed 'Power Surge'. Maybe the supply box was too old.
Felt sad. It has been with been for nearly 8 years. So much memories I've saved inside. IRC/MSN chat logs, my website, tonnes of songs, loads of pictures, trucks of Yanzi videos, guitar tabs, games, past assignment & a super long testimonial that was deleted but saved inside my computer(eh? lol). I don't know whether it can be revived. I hope so, but omg. All the things gone just like that. I'm feeling quite sad.  

School reopened. Quite slack actually. I haven't receive my final year project. Maybe that's why. Work hard everyone.  

H.A.N.D

yong

Sunday, 29 May 2005 03:48AM

I'm going to sign up for Singnet and discontinue this starhub cable which is doing 'wonderful' things in Shattered Galaxy. LAG. Cheaper and faster. Has. Cosidering I've changed so many ISPs(Internet Service Provider). Am I stupid or am I wise? ISP-hopping. All the way from Cyberway, PacNet, Starhub dial up, mysingtel, Singtel Magix, and the latest SCV Maxonline aka Starhub. Hopefully it will be a smooth change.  

Fanclub ask the committee to think of ideas for June holidays outing. Somehow I realised there are many things that I tried out before or went to. Like Ice-skating or Rollerblading. I'm only left with 1 year of freedom before Ns. It may be work or University after that which I guess allows me no time to enjoy myself. Am already so old~!
I guess many Singapore teenagers are stuck to the thinking 'out = town' which I guess suck. Blessings, I'm not one of them. In fact I'm so sick of the 'movie or KTV or meal' in town. It's kind of boring. Life needs sparks to make it interesting. ya? With a little bit of time, heart and effort, something simple will turn out beautiful. There's nothing such as 'nothing to do' or 'nowhere to go'. There are too many things for us to explore that we can't experience everything even in a lifetime.  

The reason why I said so much things is because school is going to reopen tomorrow. lol. Time seems to be running out. This vacation seems alright, not much rotting but instead stoneing (eh wats the diff?) Just kidding. :) Poly is so weird. Reopening at insanely different time. Others are entering their vacation while we are starting our 3rd year. Crazy. Oh 3rd year. Time passed fast. Yes.. getting old. *cough cough* 

Changed song again. Hopefully your will like it. :) 

H.A.N.D

yong

Friday, 20 May 2005 03:57AM

My router sort of went haywire. And I here infront of my brother's computer updating(i'm always using my brother's computer though). Kind of frastrating how these things screw up so easily. When will they ever get user friendly? And I'm now updating through Yahoo HTML Editor. Oh my, I'm surrounded by HTML codes, maybe I should change to blogspot or something. Then, I won't always have to look for Frontpage. :) And those templates looks tempting. Wait till I have the time. 

Enough of computers, lets move on to something beachy. Sentosa is a fun place, provided if you have a dummy phone. :D "Xiaojie, wo ke yi yao ni de dian hua hao ma3 ma1?" I'm no flirt. But I just love disturbing xiao meimeis. She looked so shocked. lol -too bad- she didnt notice the phone was a fake one, too shocked to notice anything else.
And the skin on my nose start to peel. I'm turning into a zombie. *groan* Mr.Tan wanted to go their again on Monday. He's mad. 

Today's gym was so clear. :D All thanks to the wonderful lens. :)  

H.A.N.D

yong

Sunday, 8 May 2005 4:37AM

SORRY KIDS!!

No more Lagrima~ Aww. Now presenting one of the unknown song.. ** Sundial ** 
I don't know whether it's the right name, but it should sound familiar to your. If not, omg, you are musically challenged. 

SORRY KIDS!!

No more 'Barcarolle'. Aww. It's time for celebration. The guitarist before us were insanely good. Made me don't feel like playing. Aha. But anyway thanks for all the 'GoodLucks' & 'JiaYous'. The performance for that song went quite smoothly I feel. But 'Over the Raindow' was kind of sux. Don't know what's up with 3rdGuitar. Too nervous maybe. 1st note already wrong timing. The slow song ended up like a 'Over the Raindow' techno remix.

After the whole thing there was a small 'reception' Has. I'm still not quite used to talk like adults do during a party or whatever. People came over and congratulate me, "You played well..." Blah blah blah. Somehow I don't know what to say after "Thank you". Maybe praise the person if he/she played too. Other than that? Oh no, please don't talk about music with those people. Will seems inferior compared to their truckload of knowledge. Hurhur. I suck in speaking in English with strangers. Hahs Must get rid of the la, leh, lo, nia & etc.  

SORRY KIDS!!

My exam results are out. Although no "C". But is kind of suck. It seems like I'm slacking, too much.

1st  Year  - 2 Distinctions, 5As, 2Bs
2nd Year - 0 Distinctions, 4As, 6Bs, 3B+s
3rd Year  - ??

So much of a difference. I've only myself to blame. Not listening in class, not doing tutorials, skip lessons etc etc. Somehow I don't have the mood to study. Distractions in class! That chatty worm. Hahas just kidding. Hopefully I could get back all my As and hope some distinction in 3rd year. Pray hard~! 

SORRY KIDS!!

Sometimes I do get tired, tired after a long day, till I don't feel like talking. So make yourself scarce then. Buzz off.

SORRY KIDS!!

"Heaven likes to make fun of people...
I'm His favourite toy."

Nice quote eh? So sad. Hahas

H.A.N.D

yong

Wednesday, 4 May 2005 5:45AM

Presenting, one of the checkpoint song... ** Lagrima ** 

Went to SJ's place to try a bit of 'Barcarolle' . Alright, finally saw some hope. & WeiLiang came, he's still so humble as usual. What can I say?

Results out in about 27 hours. It's time to play the ever tragic song 'Nostalgy'. I'm so ashamed, talking about guitar stuffs everyday. Cause I'm just too free. 

Something to share... Sometimes we are often in the care and concern of many such that we took it for granted. And ironically, we would usually  put our attention onto those who took our care for granted. This is what is meant by retribution? I believe so.. But still, life is realistic. You might not be able harvest what you sow. 

Hahs to that little 'indian' call bala - you take good care too ya? relax and study hard. you can do it. don't let your mum's 'wish' be granted ya? Oh ya, don't drool too much during GP lecture. :X Got time we go out ya?

sinned one - you have sinned. it's my honour to have you around? lol when can you play yujian for me? ZzZz

the one w/o name + the one who remains to be unknown - step up and identify yourself. 

Nice day with pleasant weather. Anyone plays Resident Evil? Zombies make my hair stand.

H.A.N.D

yong

Sunday, 1 May 2005 4:18AM

DISCOURAGING

That's how I felt today after playing 'Barcarolle' for the ensemble. The way Robin comments (aka criticise). F*** it, I don't feel like playing that song anymore. It just sux. He doesn't even have any respect for us. Fall asleep (or pretending to) when we play ensemble/duet piece. wtf? Doesn't even applaud as a form of courtesy. Who he think he is? So what if he had 25years of experience? His attitude sucks. Even our teacher Ernest who is God-like is so humble. Robin? He can just scram off. 

"Don't break up the double notes.", "Don't end the song with a loud bass". Oh my, don't they think that sucks? Different people have different way of playing and interpretation of the song. Why must they force their interpretation into me? I like to break double notes, I like to end the song with a loud bass, what can you do? Something so subjective, they comment till as though it is something so objective. -_- Our teacher Ernest give comments too. But his comments were subjective. "Add in some effect.", "Loud and Soft tone". And not just plain giving direct instructions. At least he gave us space to play what I like. No wonder one is a Yamaha teacher and the others are stuck in GuitarClub. 

So discouraging. How can music end up like this? I'm not going to care much. I'm just going to go there next week and play what I feel is nice. I'll never play anything that I feel is sucky. I take pride in what I play.

Buzz

H.A.N.D

yong

Saturday, 30 April 2005 3:45AM

Self-declared Superman. I've been lying on my bed for 90minutes. And now I'm here infront of the computer. (~!@#$%^&*) Worst still, I was sweating while trying to fall asleep even though the fan is directly shooting at me. Damn this weather. Can Singapore just freaking snow for 1 day? omg. If not just give me some rain will ya? CraZ's Equation --> Singapore = Sahara Desert. -_- How true. Even Einstein can't prove me wrong.

Exams results out in 6 days. What can I expect? Hopefully no "C"s to break the record. 

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Michael Learns To Rock - Twenty Five Minutes

After some time I’ve finally made up my mind
She is the girl and I really want to make her mine
I’m searching everywhere to find her again
To tell her I love her
And I’m sorry ’bout the things I’ve done

I find her standing in front of the church
The only place in town where I didn’t search
She looks so happy in her wedding dress
But she’s crying while she’s saying this

Boy I missed your kisses all the time but this is
Twenty five minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I’m sorry you are
Twenty five minutes too late

Against the wind I’m going home again
Wishing be back to the time when we were more than
Friends

But still I see her in front of the church
The only place in town where I didn’t search
She looks so happy in her wedding dress
But she cried while she was saying this

Out in the streets
Places where hungry hearts have nothing to eat
Inside my head
Still I can hear the words she said

I can still hear what she said

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Quite like this band since young. What an old but ever-nice sad song. Now playing on my winamp. ZzZzZz. Meaningful lyrics. 

Teaches you to be punctual. Hahas. Wt.... Teaches you to go for someone before it's 25 minutes too late

Just crapping.

H.A.N.D

yong

Tuesday, 26 April 2005 4:05AM

Sometimes I should praise myself. Presently 4am in the morning, I'm feeling a bit hungry but pretty energetic. I must have been a superman my previous life. Yes. That's it. When others are waking up, I'm trying to fall asleep. When others are back from work, I just had my breakfast. Somehow this kind of life rox in some ways. I WANT to work at 7-11. Ha! Oh! What a pity! Why must my guitar lesson be on a Monday? If not I could have known her. Hahas. 

Once again I wonder how nature works. Striking lottery twice in a week. How lucky can that be? Anyway the gambling should really stop. The casino is going to be built. Ha! I want to work there. Blessed blessed. Thank God. 

Found out it's the silent violin that's cost $133. Sian 1/2. Guess a proper one would cost about double the price. Sian another 1/2 + Sian 1/2 = Sian * 1 = Sian. *So lame* Anyone wanna sponsor me a violin? Maybe those rich-ass friends of mine reading this would like to leave your Account and pin no. down? I will try to get your ATM Card ASAP then. For those w/o Atm Card please send me cheque. ( So dumb. FrontPage doesn't even have this word 'cheque' ) 

Bored.

H.A.N.D

yong

Sunday, 17 April 2005 2:55AM

E=mc², Time Dilation, Frame of reference, Special Relativity, Time Clock, Near the speed of Light c. All these seems to occupy my brain even since that horrifyingly torturous exam ended. A world perfectly created for things to be interdependent. Amazing. One may wonder whether God has all the plans in place so perfectly. Or is it that He just throw everything here and those who survived are the ones suitable to survive. Aha I want to be a physicist. If not a Physics teacher. :D

My Brother's a bastard. That's all I want to say. Doesn't he feel ashamed?

Whatever, tomorrow going Ubin again. Hahs. Hopefully I won't fall again. Yeah~ Will see that Bala's Cafe at Changi Village. LoLz.

bala you, bala me.

H.A.N.D

yong

Sunday, 10 April 2005 3:01PM

Just got F.I.R's new album. Aha. Quite nice. LoLz that Jay concert VCD is mine for good. I'll never get dressed up. Muahahhahahahahahahahhaha~! Siaos

Yeah. Flu, cough, headache these few days. And I cut my fingers with a knife the other day -_- Yeah. And blood was oozing out like a fountain. Yeah. So dumb right? Yeah. Worst of luck.

Yeah. Math's over. No more mathematics for life. I hope... I don't hope for too much though. 1 down, 3 more to go. This weather is insane. So warm~ Aha Skipped Guitar club for 2 weeks now. Tomorrow's EMD. Aha. Best of luck

Overnight study at Changi Airport's Burger King. Aha. Kind of crazy eh? 

I feel like sleeping now. ~YawNz~ Bahah~ But I still have a lot lot lot lot lot of things to study. Feel like dying. /me jumps off the window. 

H.A.N.D

yong