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July 2001
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...fifth, sixth, seventh, ninth ...
No, th' can't be a ninth if not an eighth before it.
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15th, Sunday       Breakthrough "WE Cross" Precamp at Bark Lake
       Someone said that I am a very self-confident girl and should keep it up.  But I am not even self-confident if I truly am.  I only feel I am simply being rebellious and trying to be someone I've never been.  I don't know what I am, and who I will become.  And it's likely that I won't know for quite a while.  But it will be proven true that I won't get the nineth
Bun until after I have tasted the eighth one, as Nicole said.
16th, Monday
      Why was I so silly to buy $87 of grocery including half a dozen of Campbell Soup cans, a full (28-uses) box of Tide, two blocks of cheese, 9 Equality juices boxes, Doritos chips, Master's Choice cookies, 7 bananas . . . . ?  I forgot I have only two hands to carry 8 heavy bags and two legs to walk down Spadina and Bloor to Willcocks.
17th, Tuesday
      Savouring bits and pieces of memories from the BOM Precamp at Bark Lake.  I wonder how my team became so well bonded and full of spirit!  Group 3!  "Quack Quack Jip Jip" was my team's beautiful name.  Though it sounds kiddy, it's a sound we had been making proudly throughout our victorious moments at Bark Lake.  The innocence of the name reflects our experience at the camp; we were mocked by another team who cheated on us in the very beginning.  Therefore, I have come to believe that such persecution might possibly have, contrary to that team's intent, given us a headstart in building up the sense of oneness in our group!
        And the ten of us will soon start our creative national business in manufacturing "Quack Quack Jip Jip"-branded home appliances such as can-openers, cuckoo clocks, multi-channel televisions, and toasters!!
18th, Wednesday    My Sister's Birthday
      
Happy Birthday, Adriana!
         Finally put myself together, finished drawing the simple little greeting cards, and sent out pictures from my trip to Hong Kong to the teens at Mook Fook (The Hong Kong Squatter Evangelical Fellowship).  Hope they will receive and store the pictures nicely as traces of their teenage years.  I wonder if they would feel very blessed when looking back into their times at Mook Fook some ten years later. . .
       Running rivers of ideas for WE Cross's CBC Promotion all the sudden streamed into my sea of imagination uncontrollably.  Can't even calm myself before I wrote them all down.  So hopeful and excited that we would be able to present the camp at my home church  during their English Worship on this coming Sunday!
19th, Thursday
      Tough day, I say.  Things are not going as smoothly as I wish.  Fefe just reminded me that the deadline for WE Cross is August 1.  Man!  We only have 1+1/2  week left.  Worse is that I was told we couldn't do it this Sunday.  I felt sort of disappointed and then tried calling different churches, but didn't expect that we would have to go through almost a minister-check (like a police-check, except it's in a church,) before we speak to their congregation.  I felt like a criminal after the conversation.
      Well, Nicole comforted me and told me that the pastors are gatekeepers.  That's understandable.  I'll try not to be too bothered by it.
20th, Friday
       My head is occupied by the CBC Promotion for WE Cross again.  Yeah, feeling challenged gradually and definitely.  Could we go?  Or not?  Then what's alternative?  Send them Posters?  Flyers?  Make one for them to insert into the Sunday Bulletin?  We need permission?  We just want to try our last best effort to at least let people hear about this awesome Leadership Camp!
21st, Saturday
      Have some uneasy feelings.  Stressed by various things at the same time (of course including school).  But all the sudden we could visit Chinese First Evang. Baptist Church this Sunday.  So followed the guidelines and typed up the 10 minute presentation about BOM.  I even finished the very yummy and rich cheese cake Jacqueline delivered to me around midnight.  When I finally close my eyes, it was 4 in the morning.  z.. z.. z ..Z Z Z Z