- Well, today is my 18th birthday. I am happy about that, i guess. Yesterday when i got home, it was interesting, let me tell YOU!... My mother picked me up late and i still had to get my stuff ready for band practice. My mother and I were about 2 minutes from my house when my father called my mother on her cell phone....i did not hear anything form the conversation that my father said. ok?...so i figured my father wanted me to do some yard work. So i get home, and walk into my father's room and i say "So, what kinda yardwork do you want me to do?" I did not say this in any kind of rude or disrespectful manner, keep in mind. I wait a few seconds for his response, it finally comes..."Ya know, you need to quit fucking hiding behind your mother's god damned skirt!" This, if you couldnt tell, shocked the hell out of me. I replied, "What are you talking about?" "You know what i am talking about, now go outside and cut the front and the side yard", he said. I left his room with a feeling of bewilderment. I was pretty steamed. I proceeded to go downstairs and change and start to mow the grass. As i was mowing, i began thinking to myself...."I am going to be 18 tomorrow and he's fucking treating me like i am still a pitiful 12 year old." If you couldnt tell, I was mad. I was deciding wether or not to confront him about it and "come out from behind my mother's skirt" - as he so delicately put it - and tell him how i felt at the time, and how i have been feeling about him in the past. I held back. I refrained from confronting him, not because i was afraid, but because I knew that if i did, it wouldnt have been pretty. I was proud of myself and had a good rest of the day... and my my birthday is going pretty good so far. Tonight my sisters (Amie and Beverly) are taking me to HOOTERS.......*didnt take much to convince me*! Toodles... Happy Birthday ME!
- Well, today is the day before Music Midtown. Otherwise known as the"atlanta pop(t) festival). *clears throat* So i have been preparing for this for a couple weeks know trying to make sure i have someone to go with and making sure this all goes as smoothly as possible. So the past couple weeks have gone by and yet i stil have no liscense. Most of this due to problems with the DMV being open. Last weekend my father pissed me off royally.Enough to the point where i didnt even want to go get my licensce with him in the car. This is not the first time this has happened, just the most recent. Ah the many distasteful things i must tell my father before i move out. Anyways, Im kinda pissed off at one of my "friends". Have you ever had someone that you think is cool, but all of the sudden you notice they are not as faithful or appreciative of a friend as you once thought them to be?
Yeah, i got one of those now. I dont know, I heard something that (sort of) inspired me last night. Have you ever had a "goal" that you had set your mind to that you were going to achieve and just when you thinks its failing and you cant complete the goal, it pops up again and it kind of renews itself? I had one of those last night. I have been trying to hook up with this girl who is just completelyand utterly ................. awesome. And i thought that she wasnt interested in me anymore (for the last month or so) until a conversation i had on the phone with her. Well anyways, things have been picking up lately now that there are only 11 days left of school for me. Im anticipating the fact that i wont be doing this next year....i will be in the NAVY this time next year, probably learning how to fix jets. Im anxious either way. Thats all for now, toodles.
- Evenin ladies. So there was this blind man right. He was feeling his way down the street with a stick you know what im saying? So he stopped in front of this fish market and took a big whiff, he said..."mmHhhmmm WOOO..good mournin ladies!?". Ok anyways, im in a halfway decent mood. My day started off crappy (as usual) but eventually got better and better. And now i will leave for MUSIC MIDTOWN here in a couple of hours...wish me luck. Some of my friends are really crappy. Oh well. Nevermind. I really dont have that much to say. Toodles.
- Its been a week since i wrote in this or updated my site at all. Oh well. We havent had "band practice in almost three weeks. Granted Chris and I met a couple times in between. Whatever. Im still writing. Chris told me James has gotten a request from a british company who wants to use his poetry. Nifty. Well, Im not in school. I got kicked out. They caught me smoking a "cigarette" in between classes. Oh well. I found out a friend of mine is on the model's diet - a smoke and a diet Coke. Oh well. I am going to get my license again saturday. Then im heading to TUCKER DAY. that wont be fun. ill probably chill at a buddy's house.. and you know.....Ok so, thats about it. i have to go make some cd's. TOODLES>
- Well, I missed my ex-girlfriends (Molly) birthday yesterday. I left a message of me singing "its your birthday" {Beatles} on her cell phone. It was traditionally interesting. Oh well. I didnt make it to Tucker Day on Saturday...thankfully. Instead I drove all the way to the DMV (w/ my parents - - - UGH!) again, for the third time, only to find out that you have to have an appointment to take the fucking driving test. Sorry, I dont like to cuss in writing. I am glad about one thing I did this weekend. I got to hang out with my my Kara on Sunday for half the day....it was fun. Anyways, I found out earlier this week that our bassist has officially left our band. So if anyone out there knows a bassist who lives in the vacinity that I do and plays bass and is intersted in playing in our band... call me 770.938.4949. "Precciate it. Anywho, If anybody has any news, let me know. Toodle-Loo. Oh yeah, does nayone know any Victoria Secret's models?
- Evenin. Well today is my last day of school. And of course i couldnt make it through without complications. I went to Lakeside to attend the Senior Luncheon. OMG! Mr Lee (the gay white principal with the bad comb-over and 12 yr old shoes), approached me and asked "Excuse me, are you supposed to be here, cause if not, then your gunna be in some big trouble." I replied (almost furiously), "i am allowed to be here. I have paid my dues, i have paid for everything. I am attending the Senior Luncheon." I then proceeded to show him my ticket for the Luncheon. Still, he was not convinced. He then replied, "Well, you better not be lying to me cause if you are, you are going to be in some BIG trouble. I never got any notice that you are to be allowed back on campus since your expulsion." I swear I almost knocked th faggot out! This is twice this week that Lakeside has screwed me over and tried to stop me form graduating. I am going to show those sons-of-bitches that they cannot, and will not stop me. DAMN!..........*pause*..............Well, now that i have that off my chest. Something did come out of it, I did get to see Kara and some people that I havent seen in a rather long time who I actually like at LHS. Well, anyways, I still have fines at Lakeside for textbooks that, supposedly, have not been turned in. The books in question are from ninth and tneth grade. two are from the same damn teacher! How much sense does that make? Now, If i were running a school, I would make sure that a student wouldn't advance to the next grade, nevertheless come close to graduating if they didnt turn in their book. And supposedly they informed me of over-due books on the report, but, THEY DIDNT believe it or not. Whatever. we'll see how this thing turns out cause, im sorry for saying this cause it could get me in trouble, but ............Lakeside High School [and the staff and administrators (w/ exceptions)] are all full of shit! Yes, i said it... FULL OF SHIT!. SHIZZaZZ no longer put up with this crap. buh bye.
_ Well, today will be my last time for a while to update this website just because it is summertime and I will be absent most of the time. Anyways, outkast rule. I dont know. I found this really interesting quote today: "A truth thats told with bad intent, beats all the lies you can invent." - William Blake. Yep. It just reminds me. I dont like to lie to people...just ask them. I am a straight forward, truthful guy. But sometimes I lie to get something...mostly I just lie to my parents, just cause I dont like em. Whatever. Toodles, for now. SHIZZaZZ