proceed with care.
Today was pretty much as boring as can be. School was same old. Although, strangely, i find myself becoming "popular" among many groups at my school. Trust me, I dont put myself out there to be liked. I go to school, do what i have to do, and leave... no questions asked. But, since i've been here, in the last 6 months, people like me. And i have got to say that, for someone who doesnt like being around people, I am a great people person. Maybe its the fact that i can manipulate people easily. Anyways, I have band practice tonite. I am actually very excited, for once, because it is our first "acoustic" practice and i am looking forward to it. I like playing acoustic, there's something about the intimacy of it. My acoustic guitar helps me calm down a lot. Oh well. I have been working on my "tag". Ask me what it is so i dont reveal my identity. Anyways thats about it. This is my first journal entry, so bear with me, they can only get worster.
Well kids, today was almost as uneventful as the last three days put together. I did do some things I haven't done for a few days....*awww how i missed it so*. I didnt have a bad day so far. I am going to a concert tonite with Robyn and Co. It shouldnt be too bad. I havent seen her in a while, maybe it will be fun after all. We didnt have band practice last night because 1) james' mom was being herself, 2) he couldnt go because of that, 3) i wasnt going if he wasnt going....no point in it. Oh well, I kept busy. Weekend should be halfway eventful i guess. Dont worry about it. I am conastantly "improving" - if not working - on my website. yea. i know it sucks, okay.
Things are about to change. If someone were to tell me the truth about me, I probably wouldnt like it, but I would respect them for telling me. I had to do something this weekend i never thought i would do. I had to accept something and deal with it in the proper manner....which i think i did. It challenged me, but i am glad it happened. I havent thought about anything sincere in quite some time. In a way, it opened my eyes to help me realize some things. So now what am i to do? I guess i have to re-analyze some things to make sure i have everything straight. If anyone is confused, just ask me what happened and i will tell you. If i seem odd or impatient or very blunt about things, forgive me. I supposedly have band practice tonite....acoustic.....but i dont know if its going to happen. I havent talked to band members in a few days. Thats it.
Well. What to say. SPRING BREAK.....it was decent..definitely a lot more eventful than some of my past ones. Today is the day before my 18th birthday. This is the one thing i have been looking forward to since i turned 17. YAY. Cant you feel the excitement omitting through the screen? NO? Me neither. Oh well. So. I hope you all had a good Spring Break....... and I guess I will have a little more to say tomorrow since it is my birthday. Toodles