I sit and stare too within the endless time of creative space Capturing Aurora Fields within the zone of present time In search of reclaiming the hidden depth of my rhythmic pace Attuning a dance, to the Divine Power of the sublime For where doth it take me this calling of mine to where doth I go Why me at this time, why now of all time, just why I don't know The calling come'th strong enticing in a tune excites and enthrals to Carry me off to the Realms that hath spake the Spheres here with you The beat nowentranced the soul now re awake travels to depths within space Dancing the delight of the freedom it feels knowing each wave of an energy pace Lost but alive to endless rebirths recapturing my soul to where it once came To time of endless Enchantment beauty abound Magical at oneness for now to reclaim Each hurt of each pain dissolve in the mist disperses and withers from where it each had come In a tune to the dance alive is my soul such bliss within freedom to each beat of you drum. |
Such insufferable pain of knowing my loss my heart, body, mind and soul Scream from the very depths of within my being in utter chaotic turmoil I search and roam the cold lonely streets in oblivious steps that walk Sobbing in agonising, persistent torture, awaiting to find you and talk Recalling your touch, the grip from your hold all that was once we shared Together alone in tender much love knowing of each how much we cared Finding myself drawn to the tree, the grooves of the bark remind me so much Retracing the path to where you once were awaiting upon both of our touch Alone now I sit in hope for to find my calling will reach I beckon you come My heart wrenched apart for once there were two alone now I sit as one Memories that search haunting such ache dividing the distance between Loneliness engulfed swallowing me down spiralling to depths that are unseen. |
A Priestess she lay weeping her heart has lost all pride For her alone cannot escape, no place to run or hide Her Rituals they seem worthless the aim cannot be met In place upon the altar lay the spell that had been set Filled once with joy much happiness from all that once had been Returns by threefold law to time no future can now be seen Conditions take their toil and strain too much for her to bear It weakens in the strength that was, the grip has lost all care The endless spiral returns with force its current lifts then sinks To all that is and all that was together now it joins in links The endless coils of weighted chain now grow in tightening grips To swallow up and force her down within the current spiral slip. |
Within dark shadows as night time now falls The distant drum now beckons and calls Swallowing me in deep the dance to begin Enchanted by dance hands now express Wrenching my heart for the pain is no less What is has to be but no easy to take A Priestess rebirths for time to impregnate Rites have been called prepared and await To bind and unite joins now to their fate Entranced by the dance two now as one Handfasting Ritual now blessed has begun The Sacred act in the presence of two Long before consciousness already knew Nature brought forth the calling of each Both willingly finding the other ones reach Embraced in the darkness enthralled by each touch Drums pound now the hearts express silently much For each to their Familiar both await and to learn To both guide and protect when each now returns. |
Last night as I lay down to sleep, my tears begun to flood Like a storm that hit a tidal wave it rushed througthout my blood Sensations crept to every part, oh how could this torture be Will ever I be free, from this eclipse in life that forever shadows me It was then when you appeared , your presence is all I know No other could have lulled the storm to calm and love me so My calling reached you in the dark you came through darkening veils As if the ship dislodged its anchor and calmed the seas to sail Your hand the Shamans drum you played you held it to my breast Attuned the beat that lay within together breathed until came rest You spoke you touched, we reached it gave my soul it did reclaim Flooding through the barrage built, through Spheres and Realms remain We chose our destination, our thoughts, became as one Within the Realms Entrancement came in sync to Shamans drum You gave much more within our Rite, the cord its love did bind and share Betrothed by blessings, which once were blessed, reclaim our walk through misted air. |
Within Shamanic Realms and Spheres, I watch you stand before me I stand before you too, our outstretched hands they meet and touch Although no distances, do we share, a shield protects, through what we see Much longing aches, each day that pasts. my love for you, it hurts so much. This distance is but your choice, it's what you chose to be For reasons that you determine to be right, reasons you feel you need The current draws me stronger the the shield you feel protects, you now from me We gave and bound that which never can be returned, planted within a seed. The seed of love, it grows with strength, I tried to let it die, destroy amid my pain But life you gave, to mere existence, love filled with broken promises, love betrayed But still this love does grow, my every thought filled with you, this love you gave remains Within this hurt and aching now, amid the downward spiral, my heart is torn and frayed. Pieces worn and shattered, fragmented atoms drift and float, within all time of space Dispersing in multitude, around they spiral endless times, dancing now alone For them still hear the distant drums, connect through a thought form energy pace Knowing what they knew, reminding me, this too, sharing all you gave all you ever shown. Now I'm left alone, to start anew from old, scrabbling through the endless mess That charges through the heart, wrenching to a destiny, the grip is far from firm Travels to within this the present time, life full of cloudy misty dank distress For you have made it clear, but hope is ever present, its hope that needs confirm. |
Visions are all that remains, memories are much the same to the stations, the rooms, the journeys, the cafe`'s the walks together we shared, hearts body mind and soul I lived through you long past the midnight hour sharing together long talks we covered most, light hearted, and deep, in knowing of how the other one felt, what reaction would be, what delight would become of each of our sharing, together belonged, enchanted by moment, oh how has this become, so destroyed by the space that is between us now I long for your call, words that convey, all that was then. but now past and lost how long must I endure, this endless pain. that eats through each thought that enters and passes each second of each day, who could begin to measure the cost of suffering to pay in finding such love, for I had not loved ever before, had not seen it coming before it was too late, caught in the web of entrancement you gave, and willingly gave to you in hindsight I wish we had never become, only wish my knowing could have saw but then again better to have found love and lost, for knowing in my heart our love was true. |
The drum it beats at distant pace I feel it long before it's heard exciting me in rhythmic pace my soul to now reclaim my body sways within the beat it spirals within its swirls enraptured in the warm embrace each pulse of breath of Shamans heat my body reacts within its own will dancing a song of movement delight lost within space of inner time enchanted by magick I feel the rhythmic bliss swallows me in not ever wanting to return to time of present belonging the here the now lost to the Shamans drum I turn and spin spiralling me deeper much more within further and deeper the pulse rate does flow to the silenced thoughts the spiritual self from all that is and all that I know drifting far from my being than ever before to time of no existence no day nor night no struggle or fight no resistance too just being at one with my inner sight. |
In Tantric meditations we drift to each our Soul in partaking acts of sexual love our minds we now control our eyes they now do focus to reach an inner space where both devote a love that shared amid a Sacred place woven in a mystic veil, through gates of Shamans Quests visions set before each sight in knowing to their tests rebound in a reflected spectre to each within a thought to know of each awareness through telepathic sought attuned within a blaze of flame the pulse of each afire in sexual play their body heats arouse within desire beats the dance to heart and soul to each now to excite Within the Realms of Shamans Spheres their body's to unite. |