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"Answered Prayers"

      Your tender body lays motionless
      All alone in ICU
      Please don't leave me all alone
      For my love for you is true

      I place a kiss upon your lips
      The feel deathly cold
      This was not supposed to happen
      Until we both grew old

      The doctors say your fading fast
      You may not make the morning light
      Your body injured so severe
      Left defenseless can not fight

      I sit and stroke your brow
      As I tidy up your hair
      I tuck the sheets around you
      You and I the perfect pair

      I think about our future plans
      With our love we would not fail
      You are my very best friend
      And on you I would never bail

      I look at you and see our child
      With a sweet angelic face
      She favors her mother
      Such style, beauty and grace

      What am I to do with out you
      The best part of me will die
      If you cease to walk with me
      You are the fire in my eye

      The nurses came in to tell me
      That I would have to leave
      But instead of moving out the door
      I dropped to my knees

      With tears flowing down my cheeks
      I prayed to my God of life
      To take me away instead
      And spare my future wife

      It is my place to go before her
      To enter Heavens gate
      To prepare a place for my love
      And watch over her as I wait

      I begged my Heavenly Father
      To whisk me from this Earth
      To leave her on this planet
      And just please take me first

      I felt my heart grow heavy
      But I could feel my spirit lift
      He let me enter her fragile body
      He allowed me to be life's gift

      Now we are guaranteed forever
      To walk by each other's side
      Because prayers are always answered
      Because my God has never lied

© DooBeeDoo - Copyright 1998



"My Own Personal Heaven"

      What do I see when I look at you
      I see the heavens in your eyes
      They sparkle with glorious magic
      As the fire that burns inside
      Roars out of control
      Waiting to consume the lucky ones
      I see the sun in your smile
      It warms all that come into contact
      It gives comfort
      In this cold world
      I see the God's majestic mountain ranges
      You are a rock of strength
      During the storms of life
      I see the gentle lamb in your spirit
      Soft needing to be nurtured
      And protected
      Let me be you shepherd
      I see the beauty of Angel Falls
      As your hair cascades 
      Over your shoulders
      I smell the freshness
      Of a new born spring
      Every time you enter a room
      I see the finest silk
      As I gaze upon your skin
      I look to your breast
      I see a mother
      Nourishing her child
      No more lovely site could 
      Ever be seen
      As I look at your hands
      I see mine
      Holding yours
      For a life time
      For to have you
      Is to have the heavens
      And the earth 
      And all of Gods splendor
      Within my reach
      My own personal heaven

© DooBeeDoo - Copyright 1998



"Hammer"

      He was born pure as gold
      Never to harm a soul
      Walking upon this earth
      Never putting himself first
      Full of love and sensitivity
      Healing the sick and elderly
      He love us all unconditionally
      He would cleanse the heart of you and me
      So why did we turn on this man of love
      A special gift from our Lord above
      Tortured and beaten then crucified
      All for us he did die
      What kind of monster could take his life
      Make this lamb endure such strife
      Nailed to the wood of a Dogwood tree
      To suffer such misery
      Oh my God!!! I don't understand
      Because the hammer is in my own hand

© DooBeeDoo - Copyright 1998



"Truth"

      I will take away all the doubts
      You ever had for love
      I will treat you as an angel
      A gift from God above
      I will reach into the heavens
      And catch a shooting star
      Anything it takes
      To prove how special you are
      I will take away your insecurities
      And never leave your side
      Battle off your demon foes
      And never run and hide
      You can have the very heart
      Deep inside my chest
      For I could die at this moment
      And consider myself so blessed
      You can take away my sight
      For one thing is for sure
      No beauty could ever compare
      To the beauty that is yours
      I could go deaf this very moment
      If it was Gods choice
      And never feel cheated in life
      Because I have heard your voice
      But there is one certainty 
      No matter where I go
      Nothing could be as precious
      As the gold in your soul

© DooBeeDoo - Copyright 1998



"Heavens Eyes"

      I know there is a Heaven
      For I have seen it in your eyes
      I gaze into them deeply
      I can see the endless sky
      The stars firing cosmic magic
      Capture me in their spell
      For a simple taste of your pleasure
      I would spend a million years in Hell
      I would battle Satan's horrid hordes
      Through all eternity
      For just a minute satisfying
      All your Earthly needs
      To lay with you in Eden
      In a beautiful garden spot
      And feast upon your forbidden fruit
      And to make you Hellish hot
      To wash in your juices
      To bathe in your love
      Would be the greatest gift
      I could receive from above
      I would lick the dew from your petals
      Sip the nectar from your bloom
      Take me to your cosmic heaven
      Fly me to the moon

© DooBeeDoo - Copyright 1998



"The Frog"

      I was down by the river edge
      Sitting on a log 
      When all at once I was startled 
      By a talking old green frog

      He says I would love to make a trade with you
      If you are willing to make the deal
      You live mine for awhile
      And I will pay your bills

      I only need to have a day
      As you upon the ground
      You can swim and play 
      While I get to run around

      I decided to grant his wish
      Like he said I had some fun
      And he was a frog of his word
      After one day he did return

      He was happy as can be
      So we again made the switch
      I will miss swimming around
      With all the lovely fish

      I asked him why he was willing to trade
      His answer knocked me off my log
      He said it was only for sex
      And said he was tired of screwing frogs

      They have cold and clammy skin
      With those ugly nasty warts
      And those gross sticky tongues
      That they shove down my throat

      Their breath smells of rotten flies
      Fresh from the city dump
      And every time you make penetration
      They always go and jump

      Their legs are long and bulky
      And they have webbed feet
      And they croak all night long
      It is a wonder that we sleep

      But I made you a promise
      When we made the trade
      So money will be no problem
      For all your bills are paid

      I really like this little frog
      He was a happy soul
      But I will kill him if I see him
      Because my wife delivered tadpoles

© DooBeeDoo - Copyright 1998



"Disease"

      How did I get infected
      Caught with my defenses down
      Infected with this sweet pain
      That affects my heart
      That controls my mind
      And owns my soul
      Never did I expect 
      To be a victim
      To your sweet poison
      My immunities lay defenseless
      How did it happen
      Just another innocent victim
      Who never had a chance
      No cure in sight
      Nor may even exist
      My only chance
      Extreme physical therapy
      And to be overdosed 
      By your love

© DooBeeDoo - Copyright 1998



"Goodbye"

      Who would miss me
      If suddenly I was no longer here
      If I disappeared as fast as I arrived
      Would there be sorrow
      Or would I pass like a thief in the night
      Who have I touched
      In a way that could never be replaced
      Or would I be forgotten
      By those I thought that cared
      What void would I leave
      I am not important
      The world would never know
      That I no longer walked upon it
      How long would they cry
      Would there be soulful mourning
      Or just a few wet tears
      Falling from a few caring eyes
      Would my voice be forgotten
      Like yesterday's wind
      Would my face be replaced
      By a hundred similar ones
      If tomorrow fails to bless me
      With life
      Who will notice I am not around
      If this is my final farewell
      Just let me leave you with this
      I do love
      I have felt pain
      Just because I mask it well
      It still hurts
      There are many that I care for
      That will never realize I am gone
      If I leave this world
      I do want to be remembered
      But what chance do I have
      For I am forgotten while I am here
      I have told those I love
      So they know my feelings
      And if I hurt you
      In leaving
      Please forgive me
      For being a coward
      And leaving so abruptly
      I think you understand
      For we have talked about it
      So many times
      I may look strong
      I may be strong
      But I have finally been beat down
      And can take no more

© DooBeeDoo - Copyright 1998



"A Son's Decision"

      You are lying there so helpless
      Tubes hang from your nose
      A machine pumps breath into your chest
      Eyes are fixed and dilated 
      Your arms and hands lie lifeless
      The room is full of machines
      That controls every function of life
      The doctors ask if they should keep them
      The decision is mine
      But how unfair it seems
      How can I make a decision like this
      How can I decide when mom should die
      A son should never have to face this
      A son is supposed to protect his mother
      Keep her safe and out of harm
      I should not be weighted down
      Deciding when her breathing stops
      This is not my place
      How do I decide when to end 
      The life of my life giver
      I could be selfish 
      Tell them to keep you on
      But that would not be fair
      I love you too much to ever let you suffer
      So I make our decision for us
      God help I pray
      I kneeled down beside you
      Told you all that you where to me
      How you was my hero
      And how empty my heart will be
      They say you don't hear or understand
      But I know you do
      And I know you felt my tears fall
      When I leaned over to kiss you
      I kissed your lips and forehead
      I said my good-byes
      As I heard the nurse shut off the machines
      I heard your final sigh
      It sounded like a thank you
      And not a goodbye
      I know some day I will hold you again
      I will feel your lips upon my cheek
      But I still feel you with me 
      And I see you when I look in my mirror
      And that makes me smile

© DooBeeDoo - Copyright 1998



"My Oath"

      I would crawl on bended knees
      Through shards of broken glass
      Cross miles of hellish desert
      Just to see you at last
      I will give up all I have
      And all I have to come
      For just a moment in your presence
      For a second to feel I belong
      I would climb the highest mountaintop
      If I knew it would draw your eyes to me
      I would give up all my breaths
      For once to feel you breathe
      I would lay my life down for you
      Without you it's not worth a damn
      If you are not here with me
      I can not be who I am
      I will pamper you with presents
      Drown you with my love
      Fall down and bow before you
      Thank god from above
      I will travel to the heavens
      To prepare for you a place
      A place that is worthy
      Of a perfect angelic face
      Prepare for you the finest wings
      To adorn you're pretty back
      You will never want for anything
      And love you will never lack
      I would swim the deepest ocean
      Just to land on your shores
      I would love to be the stranger
      That knocks upon your door
      My heart aches when I don't see you
      It is like death when you go away
      But rebirth happens as soon
      As your smile lights up my day
      If things could have been different
      And we walked together down that aisle
      My life now would be perfect
      Instead of alone on my last mile

© DooBeeDoo - Copyright 1998



"It's Love"

      I know I love you
      What else could it be
      I hurt inside until we speak
      I am lost in misery
      Until I see you
      I wait in restless anticipation
      For your arrival
      You invade my dreams
      As I sleep
      I look forward to bedtime
      So we can be together
      I know it is a fantasy
      But during sleep 
      It is real
      I awaken 
      With your kiss 
      Still warm upon my lips
      And when I do wake
      I lie there
      In woeful mourning
      For my dream is over
      And you are not here
      My day filled with waiting
      Until I am blessed 
      With your angelic presence
      And then I am in heaven
      And when the conversation
      Is over
      It is sweet hell 
      Waiting until we next speak
      And then I have my slumber
      Where we can dance
      To the rhythm of the storm
      That thunders through my soul
      And floods within my heart

© DooBeeDoo - Copyright 1998



"The Bride"

      A princess so beautiful
      Adorn in a gown of white
      Sequins and chiffon
      Never have looked so exquisite 
      Almost a shame that the vale
      Covers her face
      But still it glows
      As bright as the morning sun
      Her beauty overwhelming
      Her brides maids in a lovely row
      They seem as peasants
      In the presents of the queen
      They should all bow before her
      And feel grateful 
      To be so blessed
      I should be so happy
      Yet I fight the tears
      My loss saddens me
      My baby girl
      Now belongs to him

© DooBeeDoo - Copyright 1998



"Dreams"

      Let me sleep with you
      Even though I am so far away
      Take me on a journey
      In your dream world
      Show me your fantasies
      Let me feel what you feel
      I want to experience
      You're ultimate pleasures
      The way you do
      I want to feel your emotions
      From the inside
      Take me to the summit
      Of excitement
      Or maybe a peek
      At ecstasy 
      Let me be your gallant knight
      To fight away your fears
      To defend you from
      Your nightmares
      Or maybe just run
      Just run as children
      Together through fields
      Of clover and flowers
      Let me experience 
      Your innocence
      From the eyes of a child
      What ever your dreams bring
      Take me with you
      For that would fulfill my dreams

© DooBeeDoo - Copyright 1998



"Massage"

      Let me rub your body
      With warm fragrant oils
      Soothe away the tension
      Brought on by daily toils 

      As I rub your silky skin
      Just relax and close your eyes
      Take yourself far away
      Maybe to a tropical isle

      I'll become one with your body
      I shall never stop to rest
      As I rub across your tummy
      And caress those supple breasts

      Your body is my canvas
      My hand can be my brush
      And to get the perfect masterpiece 
      An artist shall not rush

      I will work each area
      Like a master of the arts
      I promise not to overlook
      Any specific part

      I will take you to the clouds
      Or out to a distant star
      All the time you lie there
      You will never move too far

      I will take you so close to heaven
      You may hear the chapel bells
      But your blood will be boiling
      As if you went to hell

      After I finished my massage of you
      As your eyes look deep within
      Your mouth would open slowly
      And whisper please massage again

© DooBeeDoo - Copyright 1998



"Mind, Body, and Soul"

      Come to me
      Let me love you
      The way you deserve
      The let me stimulate
      Your mind with
      Sweet melodies
      Of beautiful words
      And sentiment
      Let me make love
      Your mind
      Seducing you 
      With subtle innuendo 
      Loving you 
      As no other 
      Ever has
      Let me love your body
      Stoking and caressing away
      The stress and pains
      Of this brutal world
      Let me lead you to paradise
      With me as your guide
      To a infinite cosmos 
      Of pleasure and delight
      Let me quench your thirst
      For passion
      As we both drink
      From the fountains
      Of passion
      Let me feed your hunger
      Of longing
      Longing to become one
      With your lover
      Two hearts beating
      As one
      To bodies moving
      In perfect rhythm
      Until loves destination
      Reached together
      Most important
      Let me nourish
      Your soul
      Insuring that you will never
      Have to face this world
      Alone
      Even when life passes
      I will be with you
      As you with me
      Together for eternity

© DooBeeDoo - Copyright 1998




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