Dedication 2 MaI bAyBee!!

2 mAi KnIgHt in SHiNiNg ArMoR, Mr. Lee [of] America--->Where do i begin? If it weren't for Frankie (and AOL...hehehe!!), I don't even know if I would've met you. I was so happy when we first started talking because you were the first guy to make me smile in a long time. Did you know that? U were so nice and genuinely funny...And then when we finally met in person, I thought you were such a kyutee. I remember we saw "Simply Irresistable" (the corniest movie ever). U didn't know this, but I wanted to hold your hand so bad. It was like instant attraction, you know what I mean. I felt so bad that I had to leave so early, but there was nothing i could do. We kept on hanging out, and things progressed. I was so happy that you even came down to visit me at school (I think the first time was when we went to see "Message In the Bottle"...another whack ass movie). I was surprised that you did that cuz no other guy would ever drive so far to see me. Then we began hanging out more on a daily basis. I knew that there would be something happening between us in the future. Now, we're finally together. You've made me the happiest girl in the world. Even though we have corny little disputes, you know that I still care for you. There isn't a single minute that goes by that I don't think of you. I miss you 24/7 (even if I saw you the other day). I thank God everyday that you're in my life. You are one of the few people that actually keep me from pulling my hair out. (Imagine that!) Anywayz, I guess I'll end it here. Missin you always and forever.

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a NiCe PoEm

"If You Only Knew"

If you only knew...

I can't seem to find the right words to say,

to tell you that I feel this way.

I want you, what can I do,

to make you want me next to you.

If you look at me you'll understand

all I want it to hold your hand.

I felt this way, for oh so long

and it hurts me that I don't belong.

Wanting you to want me, its all a dream

my heart aches, I just want to scream

I smile and laugh, just thinking of you

together here I wish it was true.

I always imagine of your gentle touch,

if only you knew that I felt this much.

Not beign with you, I'm falling apart

cause I don't know how to get to your heart.

If you could only see the love in my eyes

of all those nights when I sat and cried.

Just look at me, I'm standing right here,

Just call out my name and I'll be there.

How long the wait I do not know,

but when that day comes, I'll let it show

If only you knew my feelings for you,

I'll stay hopeful you'll feel the same way too.

Lotsa Luv, HuGs, and Kisses from Yer SweEt ChuNsa, aNNiE =)

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