Adia

A Miaka and Yui Filk

Disclaimer! Fushigi Yuugi belongs to Watase-san, Tokyo Television, Flower Comics, Bandai, Pioneer, and others. "Adia" belongs to Sarah McLachlan, and Arista Records. No infringement was intended in the making of this filk.

Author's note. This takes place after Tokyo is returned to normal and before "Taka" appears.


Adia
Written by Sarah McLachlan/Pierre Marchand

Adia, I do believe I failed you.
A close up of a pic of Miaka and Yui, laughing.
Adia, I know I let you down.
Miaka sets the pic down onto her desk.
Don't you know I tried so hard
to love you in my way

Miaka picks up the phone and dials a number. She waits, but no answer.
It's easy, let it go...
She hangs up the phone, a sad look on her face.

Adia, I'm empty since you left me,
Miaka looks out the window of her room.
Trying to find a way to carry on.
She leaves her room and walks slowly downstairs
I've searched myself and everyone
to see where we went wrong

Miaka pictures each of the seishi, one at a time, in her mind.

'Cause there's no one left to finger
Kitsune and Tetsuya are at the bottom of the stairs, watching her.
No one here to blame
She stops in front of Kitsune and looks up at him, sadly. He says nothing but looks sadly back at her. Tetsuya looks away.
No one left to talk to honey
She turns and walks away from them.
And there ain't no one to buy our innocence
She puts her shoes on and goes outside.
'Cause we are born innocent, believe me, Adia,
We are still innocent
It's easy, we all falter

Flashback of various times from their childhood up to their present age.
Does it matter?
Miaka stops outside Yui's place.

Adia, I thought that we could make it.
Flashback of Miaka trying to get Yui to leave Nakago and come with her to Kounan.
I know I can't change the way you feel.
Flashback of Yui yelling at Miaka.
Leave you with your misery
Flashback of Miaka seeing the scars on Yui's wrists.
A friend who won't betray
Flashback of Miaka freeing Yui from Seiryuu.
I pull you from your tower
Miaka looks up at Yui's window as she imagines going into Yui's room.
I take away your pain
Image of Miaka smiling at Yui
Show you all the beauty you possess
Image of Yui smiling in return.
If you just let yourself believe
Miaka sighs at the thoughts, and looks down, sad.
that we are born innocent, believe me Adia,
She looks up again to see Yui standing in the window looking down at her.
we are still innocent
Miaka smiles up at her, waving.
It's easy, we all falter
Yui turns and walks away from the window.
Does it matter?
Miaka slowly turns and leaves for home.

[Instrumental]
Yui sits in her room, still feeling ashamed of all she'd done to Miaka. Finally, with determination, she gets up and runs out of her room. When she sees that Miaka isn't still outside, she begins running for Miaka's apartment building.

'Cause we are born innocent, believe me Adia,
Yui arrives outside of Miaka's appartment building.
We are still innocent
Taking a pebble, she throws it at Miaka's window.
We all falter,
Miaka comes to the window. Yui waves up at her.
Does it matter?
Miaka smiles and disappears from the window
Believe me Adia,
Miaka comes out the front door, not even taking time to put her shoes on.
We are still innocent 'Cause we are born innocent,
Believe me, Adia,
We are still innocent.

Yui starts talking
It's easy, we all falter,
Miaka throws her arms around Yui.
Does it matter?
Yui returns the embrace


Written by Cind-chan
Posted July 2, 1998.

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