2000

"Torn"
We all have our faults
We all have our ways
But some of us see the world through a haze

Someone will come
Someone will go
The ones that will stay are whose true colors show

We lie to ourselves
We lie to our god
We tear friends apart
Their hearts we rob

Don't be yourself
Don't love my God
Go on to hell
See if I cry

I love you all
I love the world
Leave the red carpet to heaven unfurled

"Ending"
We are forced to live in a fairy tale world
Where all of our hopes and our dreams are assured
All of the bad stuff that comes our way
We fall to our knees and pray it away

Acknowledging hate is such a hard task
We'd much rather see through our perfectness mask
Even if we were all burning in hell
Deep in denial we would all dwell

We with our bats will rock other's lives
Leaving a trail of betrayal and lies
Weapon in hand mind of a vulture
Offspring from a contaminated culture

Machine in our mouths, burning and hurting
Doing harm if it can and never reversing

"Go to Hell World"

Go to Hell World
Make this day go too
The firey pit
Go to hell, hell
The place where the kind
People dwell
Kinder than those here
Kinder than those anwhere.
We are so close to hell now
I can feel the flames
The screams are getting louder now
We're sinking
We're drowning
Toward my heaven.

"I Don't Want It"

I don't want it
Take it away
Put it back where it was
Some other day

It's fun to have people
Say they love me
But all of it's lies
Sarcasm, you see?

So take me away
To a better place
Another safe
Another face
Free my mind
To a new land
Let my heart
Have no demand

The safest place
Where I wish I could be
Within someone else
Content, but not free

"Torn"
We all have our faults
We all have our ways
But some of us see the world through a haze

Someone will come
Someone will go
The ones that will stay are whose true colors show

We lie to ourselves
We lie to our god
We tear friends apart
Their hearts we rob

Don't be yourself
Don't love my God
Go on to hell
See if I cry

I love you all
I love the world
Leave the red carpet to heaven unfurled

"Lifecrafters"
My heart screams
From the othersede
Beside myself
But myself is not alone

I see my shattered viewing glass
The world is so distorted
Ripped torn thrown away
Hidden from all who can't see

I live beside myself
I feel my own pain
Hear my heart's hell
I scream from within my shell

What shell; I'm hurt
Disemboweled from the
Heartside
My living life

"Ending"
We are forced to live in a fairy tale world
Where all of our hopes and our dreams are assured
All of the bad stuff that comes our way
We fall to our knees and pray it away

Acknowledging hate is such a hard task
We'd much rather see through our perfectness mask
Even if we were all burning in hell
Deep in denial we would all dwell

We with our bats will rock other's lives
Leaving a trail of betrayal and lies
Weapon in hand mind of a vulture
Offspring from a contaminated culture

Machine in our mouths, burning and hurting
Doing harm if it can and never reversing

"To Do"
Make myself
a whole new world
That's what I have to do

End my life
With a smile
That's what I have to do

Clean the cobwebs
over my mind's eye
That's what I have to do

Kill my heart
So the light shows through
That's what I have to do

Change myself
To begin anew
That's what I have to do

Place my love somewhere new
Leave my heart somewhere true
That's what I have to do

"Rainmaker"
Am I ready
to make the storm
That will roll
through this land
Destroying the old
building the new
The world will be different when I'm through

"T2H"

At the edge of the cliff
I scaled and failed my way to the top
I'm ready for the jump.
the jump heard and felt by all.
falling to the end of time.
Down the tunnel to Heaven.

The light glimmers through the darkness
Showing the way foreward
Which way should i go
The light feels so warm; calling me
but i cannot go yet
I have much to learn
I'm lost, and I dont how i arrived here
Show me