Antonio's Confession By Nate

Bless me Father, for I have sinned

There was an undeniable hunger, and I gave in

I know I should have been strong, I know it was not right

But the hunger was stronger, something I could not fight

Was it her beauty or her charisma I could not resist?

I realized, in the cave, it was her sweet, tender kiss

Even before the explosion, my feelings ran deep

Oh, God, I pray the Lord my soul to keep

I fell for her Lord, when I first saw her that day

But it wasn't meant to be, she was my brother's fiance

She saw me not as a priest, but as her best friend

She invaded my dreams, and the fantasies would not end Mama was right, in a way I was under her spell But God, if she'd died, I would have died as well

I didn't want to leave without confessing how I feel

Then she told me she loved me, she loved me for real

I tried to resist, tried with all my might

How could something so real feel so right?

If I was to die, I wanted first to profess

my love and how it was to feel her caress

I was in heaven when we made love amidst the debris

It was as if this act of love that had set me free

I cannot douse the fire that burns within

I know now I hurt Ricardo, that I, your son, has sinned

I cannot say I was sorry for what I had done

But believe me when I say I want Thine will to be done

I want nothing but happiness for Gabi and my brother

And to patch things up with Carmen, my mother

God give me the strength to get through this rocky road

I realize I will never be fully relieved of this heavy load

My feelings are too strong, I am only a man

But I will kepp my vow, and do the best that I can

I ask this in Your name. Amen