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Hi, my name is Nancy. I have lived in Kitimat since the year of 1980. I became a christian during my mid teens. However , My relationship with GOD whithered away not long after. Now, in early adulthood, my relationship with God is blossoming. How wonderful HE is that HE has taken me back with the rest of HIS fold. HE loves US so much that there is no measurement on earth that could measure the amount of HIS love for us. I read my Holy Bible to gain knowledge and understanding about my LORD. HE has given us this tool so that we may know the TRUTH.

During my christian life I have stumbled and fallen many times. I got discouraged and I thought that there was nothing about me that GOD would be proud of. I felt that I had brought so much shame upon HIM. At this point in my life I had quit going to church, my mind was on my own sins and how bad I was, rather than on GOD. I thought, " Who can love me when my heart is so cold and my words are so cruel? Nothing good seems to come from my mouth!" How can HE ever use me for HIS purposes? Well, I can honestly say GOD has forgiven me,and I have forgiven myself. Even during that difficult time GOD was still using me for HIS purposes.(I just couldn't see it!)

I myself have experienced a tremendous amount of pain, enough for me to live my life with bitterness until the day I died. However that was not the life that GOD wanted me to live, nor was it the life that Jesus had lead when HE was walking on this earth. There were many, many people HE had forgiven. Why did HE forgive? That is very easy for me to answer, HE forgave because GOD the Father commanded HIM to forgive. I will not tell you that forgiveness comes easily because it doesn't. In fact I think it probably took me about 30 times of me telling God that I forgave one particular person before it TRULLY happened! However each time before the last I trully thought I had forgiven. I felt peace in my heart, but it was ONLY a temporary peace. When it came time for the truth to come out, I failed my task majorly(when you feel the need to stare down at somone to remind them of the hurt they have caused you, you have not forgiven them. You really haven't) The day I forgave, I had given up on telling God about my victory in forgiveness, I desperately wanted to fogive someone, but didn't know how. Well I prayed to God that afternoon and said a prayer these were my words, "God give me the opportunity to forgive..." Did God touch my heart that day? I again felt peace. However one thing was now different. What was it? Well again, when it came time for the truth to be known, I passed with flying colors. No more staring, no more fear, no more self pity. In fact I now care for this person, very much! I hope that this person can find the true peace that I have found. I want him to also forgive himself as I have forgiven him. I want him to know the Love ofThe Lord, that is so important to me that he receives salvation. I care about this person so much I don't ever want this person to face an eternal death. You see forgiveness does not come easily and forgiveness is sometimes not accepted easily, sometimes people have to much guilt to accept someone's forgiveness. However we must strive for victory. We must allow GOD to help us to forgive. We must allow GOD to free us from the bond of hatred, destruction, and grudges. If we don't we will only destroy ourselves and others around us. I myself don't think it is worth being miserable for the rest of my life. Do you? Do you need to forgive someone? Do you need someone else's forgiveness? If so GOD will see you through, HE will lead you to victory!

To know more about me and my beliefs, send me an e-mail! Anyone who knows me, knows that I enjoy e-mail, I really do!!! :0)

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